Notes
on a Reading by
Zachary Bos | published June 25, 2009
On the twenty-third of
June, 2009, we met at Newtonville
Books for a reading in celebration of issue 69 of
AGNI. Editor Sven Birkerts introduced himself
with an apology; he’d just returned from a writers’
retreat, where several times daily he was made to stand
behind a lectern introducing fresh new voice after fresh
new voice. In front of us, standing behind another lectern
making yet more introductions, his explanation implied
a request that we please “disregard any hint or
tone of pre-packaged praise in what I am about to say
about these talented authors; I am burnt out on introductions.”
He took the chance to
share his perspective from the editor’s desk,
concerning the sea change in how submissions arrive
at the magazine, Nowadays, they all arrive by email.
The uniformity and flatness of digital submissions
have taken much away from that first encounter with
a new text: the slope of a handwritten address, the
weight and color of an envelope. He reads on-screen
submissions with bemusement, confirming my long-standing
hope that the hand-laid paper on which I send my own
queries is noticed and appreciated.
Bret Anthony Johnston,
the first reader, sent his first story submission to
AGNI by email, though this seems not to have
been held against him. Birkerts recalled that from the
first sentence to the last, the story “Caiman”
impressed him as a model of “suggestive brevity.”
Johnston confessed to a complicated relationship with
“Caiman”: “You’re not supposed
to say you like your own story… but I do! And
Sven liked it, and then it came out in AGNI,
and now, I love it.” He wrote the story
in moments stolen from his novel-in-process, a diversion
he likened to a romantic affair – fiction as infidelity.
Johnston stood to read
at a lectern on a Persian rug; the floor was otherwise
bare cement under bare fluorescent bulbs. The reading
space at Newtonville Books has the feel of a speakeasy
back room – brick walls and a battered cast-iron
radiator. We sat on our folding chairs drinking Sam
Adams; Birkerts sat on a granite ledge in one of the
alcoves of arched brick set into the wall. The unadorned
setting was well suited for the lean prose style of
“Caiman.” The few moments of figuration
were accordingly more prominent – “Your
mother closed the window and the kitchen went as quiet
as a secret”; the son’s body lengthening
“slow as growing coral.” By restricting
the story’s perspective to a surface account
of dialogue and setting, Johnston seems to suggest
that the speaker, a father, is guarding himself, reluctant
to dwell on certain emotions. One of those emotions,
we suspect, is fear; the love he feels for his son
exposes him to the prospect of suffering when or if
or as his son suffers. The flash of interiority at
the story’s ending is crucially macabre; interested
readers can see how by picking up the magazine.
Next up was Rosamond Purcell,
who is probably most widely known for her photography.
Birkerts praises her visual work as philosophical as
much as it is aesthetic, “what the eye would think
if it thought.” Her writing he calls lucid and
perceptive. She reads from Owls Head, a nonfiction story
of her dealings over the years with a Maine scrap yard.
Its owner, Mr. Buckminster, was reticent for the first
ten years or so she visited, though eventually he warmed
to her and the delight she takes in his junk; one day,
Purcell recalls, he surprised her by calling to complain:
“We got a bad review!” He meant the book
had gotten a bad review.
Purcell read a passage
about the time she brought her students to the junkyard
for photographic inspiration. They discovered a cache
of decaying books, “a subterranean library,
the book hole.” With great gravity her students
took the ruined books to Buckminster, asking to buy
them. He agreed to sell them, but she thought he wasn’t
asking enough money. Despite their “terminal
rot,” she insisted on paying more, and he goggled
– “This is the kind of thing I take to
the dump! What will you do with them?” Well,
she explained to him and to us, she couldn’t
quite say how, but they were worth a great deal to
her and her students. I couldn’t help but think
this was a self-conscious confession to Purcell’s
own passion for books as artifacts, as objects. I
think I saw Birkerts nodding in agreement, thinking
of bygone days when poems and stories came to him
on paper.
Purcell notes how the
junkyard owner meticulously records each sale in his
small notebook, of even the most wasted or inconsequential
trash. She shows the same care in cataloging the junk
in the yard: dials, switches, harness and tractor
parts, pots and pans “burnt, squeezed, and pulverized
into singular forms,” a vein of iron streaking
through the heap. With Whitmanish energy that never
veers into indulgence, she rattled off the signs of
injury suffered by all this stuff, “to which
so much has happened”: fraying, tattered …
crumpled, moldy, clinched … bashed in, scooped
out, and so on.
She once brought with
her a friend, a lover of order, who she thought might
enjoy at least the intellectual experience of the
visit. This friend was “confounded by the disparate
homogeneity of the ruins.” Where she sees undifferentiated
chaos, Purcell – with her discriminating, composing
photographer’s eye – sees each of the
parts in the whole. Purcell wrapped her reading with
a swerve, worthy of David Foster Wallace, in her characterization
of Mr. Buckminster. She and the neatnik go to watch
the junkman play pool at a local dive, in which world
he is known as Bucky, and as lithe and agile as a
lizard. In addition to running a scrap yard, he’s
a ringer. His prowess with a cue once took him to
Las Vegas with sponsorship from Budweiser, to compete
for the national championship.
Managing editor William
Pierce stood to introduce the final reader of the
evening, Melissa Green. Before stepping aside for
the poet, Pierce admitted the anxiety of introducing
to an audience someone you don’t know –
and the greater anxiety of introducing you know deeply
personally; one wants to know how to make everyone
know her just as well. His strong effort: “Melissa
Green writes about the tragedy of the world, of our
lives, and makes it beautiful with her language, a
language tremendously elevated in the ‘great
tradition’, but which at other moments is gritty
and real and immediate, the language of the street
and of lived suffering.”
Green began by telling
us how when she was a young poet, starting out, a tall
handsome Ukrainian birch of a man came to her and offered
to publish poems of hers in his magazine. He was Askold
Melnychuk, the magazine he edited and had founded was
AGNI, and the poems he published would eventually
appear in her first, acclaimed book, The
Squanicook Eclogues. Of Sven Birkerts, she
recalled hanging out with him back in the day at The
Dolphin Restaurant in Central Square, eating fish and
learning but keeping secret his MI5 name. Of Bill Pierce,
she said she didn’t know friendship could carry
you on its back.
Her readings were drawn
from her just-finished manuscript, Akeldama.
She revealed that she has been thinking about this book
for twenty-five years, and that she needed the time
to be old enough and wise enough to finish it.
She began with a ritual
reading of “Waiting for Evie,” in which
a young woman is taken and transformed by the Atlantic,
and though no longer present she remains ever present
in the sound of waves and cry of seabirds. Green read
this in memory of a dear friend who died a few years
ago of a tumor on her heart. Until she’s learned
to make this grief a part of her life, instead of
a chasm in it, Green says she’ll read this poem
at the start of any reading she gives.
Akeldama is the
story of 12th-century lovers Heloise and Abélard
, told new in verse and prose. In writing it, Green
explained that she’s never been “so deep
in the earth” before. “If someone had put
Where the Wild Things Are in front of me, I
would have thought it was Swahili.” Before reading
from her pages, the poet gave us a brief but charged
lecture – Abélard is an unorthodox brilliant
Breton traveling from town to town to teach, magnetizing,
drawing packs of rowdy students everywhere he goes,
handsome, articulate. There’s a buzz about Heloise,
too, the girl who has anomalously learned Latin, and
taught herself Greek without the aid of a written grammar,
puzzling it out from books like solving a Rubik’s
cube. She was the finest student, he the finest teacher,
and finally her uncle consented to allow her to take
lessons from the greatest living Master. Their shared
love for knowledge led inevitably to mutual attraction,
infatuation, passion:
“Abélard, At Mass a blush rose so violently,
I was sure?not veil nor my damp palms in prayer
could mask it.”
How difficult it was
to listen to Green tell us the story behind her book,
and not want to snatch it from the lectern and pore
over every page—her passion was so evident in
her bright eyes and expressive sweep of arms. She
told us more about their ill-starred love; they had
a child out of wedlock. The uncle of the ruined girl
sent musclemen to break into Abélard’s
room and castrate him. Green did not read the scene,
but assures us she describes the mutilation in great
detail as if she had been there. All we are told is
that “the blood-and-sun-colored poker blackened
the sockets…”
Green read a passage
in the voice of Heloise:
When my son, my Astralabe
was born in Brittany, I felt heavy with abundance.
I slowed. My plaints put down roots, my body carving
itself anew out of shimmering marble, veining my hips
with flemes, my legs with wriths, and I bloomed like
a settled Juno on a pediment of scaur. When my babe
fell asleep on my breast, I kindled with light, like
the overarching welkin, his milky breath on my nipple,
showering a rowthe of starry cinders across the summer
evening of my skin. I was the earth itself then, I
was Daphne, Demeter, at rest in the blue grotto of
motherhood, not the Virgin’s pristine niche,
but a shadowy, cooler, sybilline grove, older than
time, a glade all women know.
Flemes are small streams
or brooks. A writh is a stalk, as of a plant. Scaur
is scoured stone, bare rock. Green has written a book
about the twelfth century, but admitted knowing no Old
French, nor Old English or the Latin of the era. Instead,
she’s larded her text with a magpie’s hoard
of vocabulary gleaned over the course of years spent
immersed in old books and libraries. (She expects it
will give the linguists yips.) This is a rich hoard,
a treasure hoard; even so, she proved as supple with
plain English in the excerpts she read for us:
“A fluid music
swells the nettle’s yellow stars.”
After her disgrace and
her lover’s exile, Heloise lived in a convent
for forty years. Between passages, Green wondered with
us how she learned to forgive God, or rather, whether
she did. I can see the figure of Melissa Green, standing
before us in a Newton bookstore, and in the mote-filled
light of an ancient inhabited abbey. In her figure,
I think I can see both Abélard—the best
among the wisest, broken by the end—and Heloise—enduring,
bereft of love but never ceasing to love her beloved.
The last line she reads echoes in the stone chamber
where we sit to hear her:
“The world still
yatters about our love, as if there’s been none
since.”